Dear Shabana

Starting to blog again (:

2010-07-12T05:47:00.000-07:00

Hello blog readers (:

I seriously seriously did not know that people actually read my blog :P okayy hahas nevermind .

Its been ages since i have posted . Alot of things have happened . Real long long story . Lazy tell (:

From today , really . im going to make an effort to update this blog .

Well , everything is better now for me . Many things might have change , but my love for that particular guy has not changed a single bit , for sure ! its been an awesome 1yr and its still running on strong , and i really wish that this would never end , as it is indeed the happiness of my life .

Iloveyouu truckaloads !

2010-02-23T05:22:00.000-08:00

bby ... suddenly i love you just so much (:

I dont know yy ..

thanks for the wonderful 7months .. these are the best 7mths of my life which i will remember for my life that i promise .. i hope our relationship will last (: .

You are the first person who has tolerated all my tentrums my attitude and always showered me with love .

You always were very patient with me and gave me a chance tuhh always prove myself . There are bitter times but the times we enjoyed most stay in my memories .. they r unforgettable memories that are close tuhh my heart . and will always be .

I will always loveyouuu baby (:

Love

2010-02-23T05:14:00.000-08:00

I dunoe yy but im deeply in love with my bby ; kashvin (: iloveeeeyoouuuu (: (addiction)

will blog later :P

Time Flies ... Days Passes ..

2010-02-15T04:48:00.000-08:00

Im baaaaaackkkkkk !

i noe you missed me loadsss ..

busy busy busy ! uhh seriously ..

just came back from malaysia trip (: it was uber uber funnnn !

i missed him loads loads .

anyway happy valentine day tuhh all of youuu !

im not gonna blogg much cos im really tired . need tuhh go sleep ayeee .

i will promise to blog more often okayy ? i WILL try .

2010-01-01T02:58:00.000-08:00

sorry i was cut by my mummy just now niwae , sorry if i have hurt you in any wae , i will change if its for the good . and thanks to all hu have made the year 2009 a better year for me , cos if not for you guys it would not have been as fun , enjoyable and memorable . thanks !

Happy New Year

2009-12-31T22:02:00.000-08:00

Happy new year !

well 2009 is over and now we have all turned over to the next page of the book 2010 . new journey all together .

This year in secondary one , i MUST say secondary one gave me loads and loads of new new experiences and wonderful memories . rememberinq the stupid things we did . cominq late to skool , hanginq out just to talk crap in the name of studyinq . and and loads loads more . totally awesome i must say . but this year i HAVE turned my parents down quite many a times and i have hurt them . cos of many many reasons . but from 2010 i've set my goals , cos it suddenly striked my numb skull how much education means in this world ryte now . i dont want tuhh hurt them anymore , rather prove to them . i also wanna stop the habit of askinq and askinq them cos sometimes i just dont deserve it . this year im indeed gonna be a good daughter and a good girl .

first year in dunman secondary school . this is the last post perhaps i think im gonna write till next year .

my friends , well i must say they r awesome . i have had so much of bondinq with my family and friend this year and i want it to last forever .

People to remember in 2009 ,

surekha , my family friend . we are real close so we cosider ourselves as cousins . well she and i have been very very close and she has always been there for me thick or thin . helpinq me and lending me a shoulder . if not for her i really am not sure how i would have handled many many things myself . we shared happiness , sorrow , joy and laughter . i wish her to soar to greater heights and may she really succeed .

prabisha , well this friendship may be wierd but what i have for her , the love and respect is more then friendship dear , really ! seriously i wonder many many times i just met her one fine day like how i meet many other people but they never gave me a big impact in my life but this girl did ! i dunoe after gettinq tuhh noe her we kinda lost tocuh but wen we got back together , i actually realised that i have alot of love and respect for her . and i really would like to know her more really more . she is one sweet thinq that i have in year 2009 . i love you dear , and i know you would definitely succeed in ure life herafter !

kash , owhh goshh u noe , i really owe loads loads . why do i have to meet you and it is bcos i met you my life has changed and i love it so much that i wish this would be permenant . many a times wen u loved me or wen u were just nice and u were there always beside me for me wen i least deserved it for what i gave u back in returns. i know i have hurt you many many a times , irritated you or even made you angry im really sorry . i realise that the need for you is alot and i love myself alot for the reason that i love you really ! time flies , a new chapter has unfold but my love for you only increase .

thiru , laanya , anisha , sangeetha , suriyaa guyss i really love you loads . i would like tuhh thank you guys just loads for the times you have cheered me up . and helped me thru every thing i faced . wen im down wen i turn back i always see you guys right behind me there for me tuhh guide me . thank you love !

and i would like to thank all the others especially my parents , family and friends for everythinq they have given me and helped me thru . i wish you guys all good health , peace of mind and god's bless !

well , since young i have been very straight forward and frank . people take it as boast but thats just me . if i dont like it im the kind who is very open . like you can be very close tuhh me but if i jsut dont feel like callinq or talkinq means i just dont feel the necessasity or the need thars just me . i always wanna brinq out the best of me and i would do everyth that helps me to it . i may not be talkinq tuhh you often or dis or dat but u may mean more then those that i talk everyday and mingle around , one example will be prabisha. so if i am frank and you find me arrogant im really sorry i will try to change myself but if u accept me for hu i am i will really love it . sorry guys if i have hurt u in aniwaes okayy . tell me frankly and i WILL MAKE AN EFFORT to change . im startinq 2010 qith a new frsh page . and no grudges and love for everyone . and i hope i would be a better girl indeed (:

Sleepover !

2009-12-25T04:31:00.000-08:00

this years new years arent gonna be boomz .
sad aye ? i noe . cos like this yr suprisinqly its with mum's sister and dad's side . haiishh . it isnt like funn ? cos we aint that close ..

i cnt help gettinq irritated tuhh noe that its not gonna be fun . so shinqz lh , seriously..

aiishh .. nehmind its just newyrs i suppose (:

niwae planninq tuhh go on a sleepover at tharani's place on Jan 7 2010 . i noe kinda wierd . like this whole hols nev go her hse for sleepover but like all of us cud not make it the date fixed . and we planned tuhh go this weekends . but tharani got HFMD . sobx . saddd ... like totally . i dunoe how she got it . hopefully she recovers soon . yea .. next yr hopefully its more boomz compared tuhh this year ayee .. hehe

niwae my bae is on 2nd feb . less then 2 mths away
tellinq u guys in advance so better plan smth great ayee (:

okieedokii (:

toodles .

UPDATE !!

2009-12-23T23:10:00.000-08:00

okayy seriously lazyy tuhh update . loads of thinqs happened lh . haiishh .

haha , i went malaysia and it was like freakinq funn . got loads of fotos more tuhh be updated .

I want tuhh go for a sleepover in Yash's house but Sonia cn make it , and that sucks . I so wanted an Ipod Nano . but my uncle gave me a suprise with an Ipod Shuffle for Christmas . eheh (: although its still Ipod . I want my Nanoo !!! hopefully on my bdae . as somebody get for me lehhs ... niwae hehe . when i wen tuhh malaysia right ? its like so funny lorhh got this shop i was lookinq cos i wanted tuhh by some costume wear for my cuzzie's weddinq then the salesman said i looked like the actress in Ayan . and resemblethe ay she is in Odi Vilayadu . haha so funny . alot of ppl oredi said lh .especially in india hehe , in chennai like got ppl sayy . do i resemble thamana ? haha maybe maybe i do !! but its like so irritatinq lorh . cos its like in Odi Vilayadu she says lines that ive said aredi in reality so ppl think im more like a LOOSU like her . Shinqs right ? haha but if i really look like her then hehe im not ugly afterall lorhh . bby doesnt wanna agree . whatt tuhh do . but alot of ppl say oredi heheh . seriously im like so lazy lh tuhh upload pictures. loads and loads tuhh upload . hahas . niwae i wanna watch Vettaikaran waitinq for Surekh's . I dunoe .. i so wnna go sleepover like totally but not all my cuzzie's cnt make it . cos like my annehh's gotta book out of army first so ya . kinda sarkks . went shopinq like crazyyy . like seriously . but i kinda needa save up cos on my bdae i oso wanna go shoppinq . outinq with marsha too ! i kinda forgot marsha's blogg url hehe . niwaes nehminds . if she taggs then hopefully link ure webbie too arrhhh !

ADDICTION TO NIJANGAL .

and tuhh that huevr 4th Jan u suppy . like seriously lh . u brought me tuhh a point that now i have lowwww like super loww tolerance in you . like seriouslyyyy . niwae im like super pissed too with you . and ure so gonna watch me play the show RIGHT SO NOW ... seriouslyy !

Satisfaction

2009-12-09T17:22:00.000-08:00

in the means of satisfaction ...

I realised that the satisfaction you get from a person whom you love , when they buy or get or do for you somethinq that you expect from them without you askinq them rather then when u bugg them and they feel forced tuhh buyy , do or get for you somethinq (:

rather get tresured by someone then , then bugg them tuhh treasure you aye ?

2009-12-09T02:37:00.000-08:00

owhh well . just wondered yy this week my day wasnt spoilt . keke .

today it is . and just to tell . try pissinq me or annoyinq me u will get the returns too and i promise . i dunt bear grudges oryte . but u will noe how it feels cos i believe in one thinq karma ! whatt goes arnd comes arnd . ure effinq liddat . huh ... watch ure effinq returns .. angel tuhh sweethearts devils tuhh the rest .

2009-12-08T21:27:00.000-08:00

okayy happy birthday darlinnqq ! okayy one day delay . sorry !

the boy in green , yea thats him the birthday boy , feroz ! handsome aye ?

(= in this lappy !

niwae now u are finally 10 ! may god bless you with good health and all your wants !

i owe you a present , i will buy you okayy promisee !! haha 10 doesnt mean biq boy yet !! niwae ... haha so enjoy your birthday dearrr ! love you loads loads loads ! happy birthday :D

★LiLmiςςηaυghtγ

♥ yous .

will upload pictures taken on brudders birthday laterr !

bye bye !

2009-12-06T23:35:00.001-08:00

mummy promised me a nice shoe that i really love it is 45 barks and it looks awesome really really ! and i really want want want it !

hahax . and my school baqq . oops .. im not gonna get a new one but i will be carryinq a new bag i noe somehow hehe . im B O R E D that im like postinq mor then once . today .

believe it or not . im bored bored bored that i started revisinq sec 2 ! haha okayy im no nerdd i promise u that .

hahahs im planninq tuhh go shoppinq with marsha the week on my bdae ! i owe her and attire !

outinq with marsha ! yeepps !

niwae about marsha . i dunoe how i noe her and how i got tuhh noe her . but im gladd that i noe her . omygoshh she is just soooo awesome trust me . and i would like tuhh noe her real real more .
love yous (=

bye bye ! tata !

2009-12-06T23:24:00.000-08:00

wow its so borinq today ..

morninq talked to laanya then thiru .

then go showerr ! then ltr online , talked tuhh diva omygoshh i love you babe ! you are so nice !! she is gettinq me my always wanted hoodies ! i love you sweetheart !!

then later talked tuhh bby . haha his sister is so funnaye . he dusnt seem in the right mood owhh wells (= hehe .

but im really pissedpissedpissed .

to that somebody if u read this blogg oryte .

look if u think u become an angel by tellinq ppl about vanni or even me . we dunt give a fuck oryte .
a bitch like you dont have a life but we do .

you may think like u wanna change her and so on . tell her oryte by doinq this ure becominq an asshole sorry tuhh sayy .

let me tell u if ure smart we are double smart . And u start talkinq and sayinq other people care about us . well the other people is you . owhh ya i beleive ure effinq crapp oryte .

if you think ure smart well i just wanna show u whre i stand oryte . please stop botherinq into our lifes like for once and for all cos u dont noe if we start tuh show hu we are . it will hurt and i sware aites ! gal puh-lease have a life ! or let others live theirs ! bitch !

2009-12-04T21:12:00.000-08:00

haha , so it was like 2nd Dec .

my 5th month ! yay !!

thanks for the the great 5 mths bby (:

the times i was with you , are great and unforgettable .

haha okayy i lazy type lh .

now im crazy over coco crunch and ice lemon teas !

i need tuhh shopp , marsha ! wait for me okayy ?

2009-12-04T20:41:00.000-08:00

okayy update !!

i went for camp from mondayy tuhh wednesday . it was awesome fun !

on monday we went sentosa ! it was dead fun , the amazinq race thingi ! haha all arnd sentosa we had loads of games and yup fotos will be uploaded in facebook (:

then we played captainsball . then after the match .

daya : ehh is sharani always liddat ?

shabana : like watt ?

daya : we play captains ball alr she raise her armpit oni wahh ! aroma sial lh !

shabana : yahh ! wah no wonder she win sial . just raise oni everybody fall . aiyooo !

daya (in the bus ) : ehh sprayy perfume !!!!

shabana : dunt bastar lh !!!

then in the night we had dinner and screeninq of the interpreter . haha the movie was supposed tuhh be a suspense but then we were laufing . the language was ku and they have characters like kuman-kuman , xola alr wierd lh !

then in the night we were tryinq tuhh sleep and then i and syaffana cudnt sleep .

syaff : ehh shuttup lh , cn u hear sumthinqq ?
shabana: wattt ? nth lh ... sleep cn !
****** snores
syaffana : heheh
shabana : omgoshh ! i cn hear , is it ****** ? so loud sial .
syaffana : haha
samantha,daya : haha , snore snore
shabana: i wonder how her husband cn tolerate sial
syaffana: not as loud as kuman-kuman
daya: okayy dun bastard !
shabana : shutt up and sleepp ! i tired !

wow i would like tuhh say my heart felt thanks tuhh ms tangg ! hu was very supportive and encouraginq all this while ! thanks (= loveyous .

and tuhh all the senior facilitators for makinq this camp a WONDERFUL one !! ((:

okayy next day practice for gala night , aiyas lazy type go see my facebook pictures kayy ?

tian po aka rappii puutt dressed like a girl , omgoshh he looks really really hot cn !

we had good dinner food ! and camwhore ! then then we had cocktail , cakes , and delicious food , we had like urmm , this balloon volleyball game thingi damn fun in aircorn in the hall . haha it was awesome fun .

then we watched dragg me tuhh hell . really not scaryy but aqil and glen tried tuhh scare . haha i screamed just for fun okayy syaffana ! i wasnt scareddd .

okayy mummy callinq me . i blogg ltr bye bye .

marsha , i will treat u the full attire okayy ! promise (:

we mustt go shoppinq !!! like u said !

loves (=

Weekends (:

2009-11-29T01:56:00.000-08:00

owhh well ,

wow my mother is seriously unpredictable . sware !

i couldnt get alonqq with her , at all since October but since this holidays she is talkinqq to me well .

yay ! and the very very cool thinq is that she is buyinq for me just anythinq i want . so im so qoinq tuhh brinqq her arnd bugiss and penin after my drama camp .

i dread camp but im so interested in the drama camp thingi i just cant wait .

my aunt (michelle) she bought me this summer swimminq shorts from australia. goshh its so cool u cn just go tuhh any swimminq costume shop and just pick ure favourite topp . its really pretty , and i and sonia had great fun pickinq our favourites (:

i havent packed for camp but im really excited ...

so after camp im qoinq tuhh go shoppinqq with my mother !! yayy .

thenthen ..

on thursday im qoinq Bottle Tree tuhh fishh with atifah !

both of us have a sudden craze of fishinqq . haha so fun !

okayy so im soo gonna go shoppinq shoppinq shoppinq and fishinqq (:

drama are loves (: i so love drama .

ice lemon teas are still loves (=

owhh well in my previous blogg i said santa tuhh grant me many tops .

hopefully my mummy grants it thanks Santa !

i saw in Penin the blue and green and red skinnies im so gonna grabb it ! i just gotta wait until my camp is over and i will dragg dad tuhh penin for my skinnies (:

icelemon teas are love (:

♥ Missinq yous

2009-11-27T00:04:00.000-08:00

okayy update !

well im so missinq many many ppl .

cantt wait for school to start .

Laanya : Thanks for beinq a great friend to me (: . You have been with me through all my hard times and the happy moments that we share . Will our friendship last , and become stronger as it grows . This friendship will never end . You rock , and keep rockinq ! I miss you ):

Sangeetha : We may not have been through alot , but now you are finally back . Your small small tentrums and little little attitude . that watt makes you and thats whatt attracts love to you . I really love you , thanks for beinq a great sister . The times that we were together , really ... i had a shoulder to turn back to , to cry . thanks alot sister ! i love you (:

Anisha : your closest to my heart . you have helped me alot , and tuhh any fvckers ! i never took her for granted . Im very lucky tuhh get someone great like you , and dont worry i will be always there for you no matter whatt ! i promise !

Thiru: It took me 6 mths to noe you da ! but now i regret yy dint i noe you earlier ! i love you very very much . As a brudder . well really awesome . i hope its not sweet talk and stuff . but beinq with you . and noeinq that you will always be there for me tuhh turn to . May our bond grow stronger next year ! love you (:

Suriyaa : You may not be the way that i had wanted you to be . deep inside i do have hard feelinqs , dont ask yy . but the memories we share and every moment beinq with you was really funfunfun . You've helped me alot . as a brudder , and you will always be my brudder . may over bond grow ! loves (:

Kashvin : syg , you noe i really really miss you. Days past by fast & lest time tuhh spend with you , everyday in my heart i will always ask in my heart wen will i meet you again ? I feel incomplete wen ure not with me . Its not the same without you. every single day , yes im missinq you. I want tuhh be with you and thats the biggest thinq i wish. I want tuhh stay with you forever, i want tuhh hug you and hold your hand and never to let go. Through ups and downs thicks and thins, our love just keep growinq . bby , love you ! (:

I miss you guys and i really do ...

★LiLmiςςηaυghtγ

♥ - love

2009-11-25T23:40:00.000-08:00

blogging (:

the title has no link with the blogg . so dont mind aye (:

today , i woke up early . and you know watt i am so fed up with that somebody .

well , it was said tuhh come at arnd 11/12 ?

cnnt come ? owhh well . nehminds . well if ure readinq this post im sure u would think that i shud not have asked her for a favour , bet well damm it . i dunt care .

pissedpissedpissed .

i mean no offence but watt is there tuhh sleep for soooo lng , i mean there is no school and im sure u dint do anyth that hard yday for u tuhh sleep liddat ? ewww , it just disgusts me wen ppl sleep like so so lnq , like all the time ?

not a phone call ? wow ure superurb i sware =.="

continue tuhh be liddat . thank you very nice .

thenthen . brudder pissed me up .

just so damn fvckinq irritated .

now talkinq tuhh vanni feel much better i sware .

guess guess watt ? sangeetha is cominq back (: and tuhh my class .

cool aye ! back tuhh action again yea sis ?

haha no lh . must must studyy like hell and mugg and do well hor .

to some two ppl , if right u think im stupid , pls lh im not that dumb cn ?

i noe about ure backgrnd , dunt come bullshittinq crap , just bcos i never ask or i dont bother dont think i dunt noe .

yearninq for ice lemon tea (: somebodyy buy for me cn cn ?

Dad and Mum said they are qoinq tuhh brinq me shoppinq today ? urmm , will they ? hope so lh . if not another day . but i want more tops and bottoms .

Santa this is my wish : TOPS ,TOPS and BOTTOMS (:

i shall end here ):

dreadddinnnnqqqqqqqq hols .........................

★LiLmiςςηaυghtγ

crazy over ice lemonteas (:

2009-11-24T05:43:00.000-08:00

today ,

i have a sudden craze over ice lemon teas ! today i drank a total of 4 cans ?! goshh ..

- arnd 12 oclock
- arnd 3 oclock with niva loves .
- arnd 5 oclock with feroz
-arnd 7 oclock with auntie

crazy alr ? i just love them so much lh can ?

then later me and my brudder wen tuhh play badminton .

Shabana (put in the one dollar coin in the vendinq machine )
Shabana : feroz , press the ice lemon tea ,
Feroz : okayy okayy , (he pressed the soya bean )
Shabana : ehh idiot , wahhh my fvcking 1dollar sial !
Feroz : okayy okayy sorry lh , i will owe you okayy ?
Shabana : i feel like smacking you
Feroz : okayy start out with my butt

wth ? you think watt your butt very smexy are , pls lh .

haha niwae wen i and him playinq badminton . i saw sharrenee .

no offence she looks like hanchos crapp .

sorry tuhh say but do u noe girl that this is 2009 goinq 2010 not 1999 or smth ? haiyoooo !

then later saw this boy , he's name is Pranav .

he is so cute cn ! he is only 6 . he is so adorable . has a pleasant character damn damn cute . hehe .

then later come home oredi , talked with mama and papa then went tuhh NTUC bought some kinder bueno .

i love kinder bueno . and i bought it for all myself . im not sharinqq .

im going bueno-ing while watching nijangal . wooohooo !!!

so now , im currently chattinq with

* Kashvin
* Hari
* Thiru

keepinq me company lh (:

okayy this is all for bloqqing today .

bye bye ;
loveyous (:

★LiLmiςςηaυghtγ

Random but i love him (:

2009-11-24T00:19:00.000-08:00

Faizal Isa; my heartthrob is out :

tomorrow in SINGAPORE IDOL , i want CHARLES tuhh get out . it is supposed tuhh be him all the time ... haiishhh ! go sazali !!

well nehminds , at least faizal is top 5 now i wanna go down and slack so blogg later .

tata .

★LiLmiςςηaυghtγ

ice lemon tea's are love (:

loveyous (:

2009-11-24T00:15:00.000-08:00

you guys are the best ! and will always be , the best memories we had , the good times we share , fun;joy;laughter , you guys were really there for me when i needed you most . Thanks for being there for me , i really aprreciate and treasureand will never forget the memorable times we had , and we will continue to have'"

ILY darlynk ! thanks for everything that you have done , we have been through thick and thins together and yr the one that meanmost to me, sometimes you irritate me or you get up crazy but i know deep inside your a really nice person. you are loving and kind.those are what you dont show most , but whats inside matters most. i remember many moments , punching my hand , pinching my cheek , those are the moments i loved , and would remember most. thanks dearest , for making my life complete for me . making me happy , just happyand loving me . i love you bby " " you belong to me , and no one can change that "

my first post for a fresh start !

- ice lemon teas are my love . i love them !!

My first entry

2009-11-23T23:48:00.000-08:00

so lets set things in its place first oryte ?

okayys ,

created my 5th bloggie cos i keep forgettinq . haiishh , nehminds alr i will make sure that i will remember the password XD this time .

niwaes ,

firstly about myself .

Shabana .

office : dunman Secondary

Attatched .

i love him and only him (:

u will noe more about me as i blogg days ...

well todayy wen with mama and papa tuhh the passport immigration office tuhh get my passport renewed . goshh! the passport officer speaks slower then a snail that crawls . eww , so slow . i hatedd it . waited for 1 hr for him tuhh finish . then later came home . i had nth tuhh do so i went down tuhh meet nivashini for awhile after lunch .
then now im currently bloqqinq .
i so want darlynqq tuhh call me right now . i miss tokinq tuhh him ...

call call call .

ive been a preetaye good cinderella i must say , clearinq up for next year .

okayy will blogg later .

byebye ,

★LiLmiςςηaυghtγ's