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'two words , a million different meanings;

SHABANA YAZMYN .

'FOURteen,young,naive ;

' i am who i am ,

like it or not.

' im one in a million , and you wont find another me , ever ;

' i do silly stuff cos it makes me feel dangerous ;

She likes this guy and it's him ONLY
bytheways ...

' i dont love anybody or anything more then i love myself ; i love me !

♥ 2 February -1996 is the dat3 ,

take your organiser and tick that date and remember it always aye ; :D strikeitalicbold

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title: Happy New Year
date: Thursday, December 31, 2009
time:10:02 PM
Happy new year !

well 2009 is over and now we have all turned over to the next page of the book 2010 . new journey all together .

This year in secondary one , i MUST say secondary one gave me loads and loads of new new experiences and wonderful memories . rememberinq the stupid things we did . cominq late to skool , hanginq out just to talk crap in the name of studyinq . and and loads loads more . totally awesome i must say . but this year i HAVE turned my parents down quite many a times and i have hurt them . cos of many many reasons . but from 2010 i've set my goals , cos it suddenly striked my numb skull how much education means in this world ryte now . i dont want tuhh hurt them anymore , rather prove to them . i also wanna stop the habit of askinq and askinq them cos sometimes i just dont deserve it . this year im indeed gonna be a good daughter and a good girl .

first year in dunman secondary school . this is the last post perhaps i think im gonna write till next year .

my friends , well i must say they r awesome . i have had so much of bondinq with my family and friend this year and i want it to last forever .

People to remember in 2009 ,

surekha , my family friend . we are real close so we cosider ourselves as cousins . well she and i have been very very close and she has always been there for me thick or thin . helpinq me and lending me a shoulder . if not for her i really am not sure how i would have handled many many things myself . we shared happiness , sorrow , joy and laughter . i wish her to soar to greater heights and may she really succeed .

prabisha , well this friendship may be wierd but what i have for her , the love and respect is more then friendship dear , really ! seriously i wonder many many times i just met her one fine day like how i meet many other people but they never gave me a big impact in my life but this girl did ! i dunoe after gettinq tuhh noe her we kinda lost tocuh but wen we got back together , i actually realised that i have alot of love and respect for her . and i really would like to know her more really more . she is one sweet thinq that i have in year 2009 . i love you dear , and i know you would definitely succeed in ure life herafter !

kash , owhh goshh u noe , i really owe loads loads . why do i have to meet you and it is bcos i met you my life has changed and i love it so much that i wish this would be permenant . many a times wen u loved me or wen u were just nice and u were there always beside me for me wen i least deserved it for what i gave u back in returns. i know i have hurt you many many a times , irritated you or even made you angry im really sorry . i realise that the need for you is alot and i love myself alot for the reason that i love you really ! time flies , a new chapter has unfold but my love for you only increase .

thiru , laanya , anisha , sangeetha , suriyaa guyss i really love you loads . i would like tuhh thank you guys just loads for the times you have cheered me up . and helped me thru every thing i faced . wen im down wen i turn back i always see you guys right behind me there for me tuhh guide me . thank you love !

and i would like to thank all the others especially my parents , family and friends for everythinq they have given me and helped me thru . i wish you guys all good health , peace of mind and god's bless !

well , since young i have been very straight forward and frank . people take it as boast but thats just me . if i dont like it im the kind who is very open . like you can be very close tuhh me but if i jsut dont feel like callinq or talkinq means i just dont feel the necessasity or the need thars just me . i always wanna brinq out the best of me and i would do everyth that helps me to it . i may not be talkinq tuhh you often or dis or dat but u may mean more then those that i talk everyday and mingle around , one example will be prabisha. so if i am frank and you find me arrogant im really sorry i will try to change myself but if u accept me for hu i am i will really love it . sorry guys if i have hurt u in aniwaes okayy . tell me frankly and i WILL MAKE AN EFFORT to change . im startinq 2010 qith a new frsh page . and no grudges and love for everyone . and i hope i would be a better girl indeed (:


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title: Sleepover !
date: Friday, December 25, 2009
time:4:31 AM
this years new years arent gonna be boomz .
sad aye ? i noe . cos like this yr suprisinqly its with mum's sister and dad's side . haiishh . it isnt like funn ? cos we aint that close ..

i cnt help gettinq irritated tuhh noe that its not gonna be fun . so shinqz lh , seriously..

aiishh .. nehmind its just newyrs i suppose (:

niwae planninq tuhh go on a sleepover at tharani's place on Jan 7 2010 . i noe kinda wierd . like this whole hols nev go her hse for sleepover but like all of us cud not make it the date fixed . and we planned tuhh go this weekends . but tharani got HFMD . sobx . saddd ... like totally . i dunoe how she got it . hopefully she recovers soon . yea .. next yr hopefully its more boomz compared tuhh this year ayee .. hehe

niwae my bae is on 2nd feb . less then 2 mths away
tellinq u guys in advance so better plan smth great ayee (:

okieedokii (:

toodles .


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title: UPDATE !!
date: Wednesday, December 23, 2009
time:11:10 PM
okayy seriously lazyy tuhh update . loads of thinqs happened lh . haiishh .

haha , i went malaysia and it was like freakinq funn . got loads of fotos more tuhh be updated .

I want tuhh go for a sleepover in Yash's house but Sonia cn make it , and that sucks . I so wanted an Ipod Nano . but my uncle gave me a suprise with an Ipod Shuffle for Christmas . eheh (: although its still Ipod . I want my Nanoo !!! hopefully on my bdae . as somebody get for me lehhs ... niwae hehe . when i wen tuhh malaysia right ? its like so funny lorhh got this shop i was lookinq cos i wanted tuhh by some costume wear for my cuzzie's weddinq then the salesman said i looked like the actress in Ayan . and resemblethe ay she is in Odi Vilayadu . haha so funny . alot of ppl oredi said lh .especially in india hehe , in chennai like got ppl sayy . do i resemble thamana ? haha maybe maybe i do !! but its like so irritatinq lorh . cos its like in Odi Vilayadu she says lines that ive said aredi in reality so ppl think im more like a LOOSU like her . Shinqs right ? haha but if i really look like her then hehe im not ugly afterall lorhh . bby doesnt wanna agree . whatt tuhh do . but alot of ppl say oredi heheh . seriously im like so lazy lh tuhh upload pictures. loads and loads tuhh upload . hahas . niwae i wanna watch Vettaikaran waitinq for Surekh's . I dunoe .. i so wnna go sleepover like totally but not all my cuzzie's cnt make it . cos like my annehh's gotta book out of army first so ya . kinda sarkks . went shopinq like crazyyy . like seriously . but i kinda needa save up cos on my bdae i oso wanna go shoppinq . outinq with marsha too ! i kinda forgot marsha's blogg url hehe . niwaes nehminds . if she taggs then hopefully link ure webbie too arrhhh !

ADDICTION TO NIJANGAL .

and tuhh that huevr 4th Jan u suppy . like seriously lh . u brought me tuhh a point that now i have lowwww like super loww tolerance in you . like seriouslyyyy . niwae im like super pissed too with you . and ure so gonna watch me play the show RIGHT SO NOW ... seriouslyy !


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title: Satisfaction
date: Wednesday, December 9, 2009
time:5:22 PM
in the means of satisfaction ...

I realised that the satisfaction you get from a person whom you love , when they buy or get or do for you somethinq that you expect from them without you askinq them rather then when u bugg them and they feel forced tuhh buyy , do or get for you somethinq (:

rather get tresured by someone then , then bugg them tuhh treasure you aye ?


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time:2:37 AM
owhh well . just wondered yy this week my day wasnt spoilt . keke .

today it is . and just to tell . try pissinq me or annoyinq me u will get the returns too and i promise . i dunt bear grudges oryte . but u will noe how it feels cos i believe in one thinq karma ! whatt goes arnd comes arnd . ure effinq liddat . huh ... watch ure effinq returns .. angel tuhh sweethearts devils tuhh the rest .


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date: Tuesday, December 8, 2009
time:9:27 PM
okayy happy birthday darlinnqq ! okayy one day delay . sorry !
the boy in green , yea thats him the birthday boy , feroz ! handsome aye ?
(= in this lappy !
niwae now u are finally 10 ! may god bless you with good health and all your wants !
i owe you a present , i will buy you okayy promisee !! haha 10 doesnt mean biq boy yet !! niwae ... haha so enjoy your birthday dearrr ! love you loads loads loads ! happy birthday :D
★LiLmiςςηaυghtγ

♥ yous .
will upload pictures taken on brudders birthday laterr !
bye bye !



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date: Sunday, December 6, 2009
time:11:35 PM
mummy promised me a nice shoe that i really love it is 45 barks and it looks awesome really really ! and i really want want want it !


hahax . and my school baqq . oops .. im not gonna get a new one but i will be carryinq a new bag i noe somehow hehe . im B O R E D that im like postinq mor then once . today .

believe it or not . im bored bored bored that i started revisinq sec 2 ! haha okayy im no nerdd i promise u that .

hahahs im planninq tuhh go shoppinq with marsha the week on my bdae ! i owe her and attire !

outinq with marsha ! yeepps !

niwae about marsha . i dunoe how i noe her and how i got tuhh noe her . but im gladd that i noe her . omygoshh she is just soooo awesome trust me . and i would like tuhh noe her real real more .
love yous (=

bye bye ! tata !


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time:11:24 PM
wow its so borinq today ..

morninq talked to laanya then thiru .

then go showerr ! then ltr online , talked tuhh diva omygoshh i love you babe ! you are so nice !! she is gettinq me my always wanted hoodies ! i love you sweetheart !!

then later talked tuhh bby . haha his sister is so funnaye . he dusnt seem in the right mood owhh wells (= hehe .

but im really pissedpissedpissed .

to that somebody if u read this blogg oryte .

look if u think u become an angel by tellinq ppl about vanni or even me . we dunt give a fuck oryte .
a bitch like you dont have a life but we do .

you may think like u wanna change her and so on . tell her oryte by doinq this ure becominq an asshole sorry tuhh sayy .

let me tell u if ure smart we are double smart . And u start talkinq and sayinq other people care about us . well the other people is you . owhh ya i beleive ure effinq crapp oryte .

if you think ure smart well i just wanna show u whre i stand oryte . please stop botherinq into our lifes like for once and for all cos u dont noe if we start tuh show hu we are . it will hurt and i sware aites ! gal puh-lease have a life ! or let others live theirs ! bitch !


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date: Friday, December 4, 2009
time:9:12 PM
haha , so it was like 2nd Dec .

my 5th month ! yay !!

thanks for the the great 5 mths bby (:

the times i was with you , are great and unforgettable .

haha okayy i lazy type lh .

now im crazy over coco crunch and ice lemon teas !

i need tuhh shopp , marsha ! wait for me okayy ?


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time:8:41 PM
okayy update !!

i went for camp from mondayy tuhh wednesday . it was awesome fun !

on monday we went sentosa ! it was dead fun , the amazinq race thingi ! haha all arnd sentosa we had loads of games and yup fotos will be uploaded in facebook (:

then we played captainsball . then after the match .

daya : ehh is sharani always liddat ?

shabana : like watt ?

daya : we play captains ball alr she raise her armpit oni wahh ! aroma sial lh !

shabana : yahh ! wah no wonder she win sial . just raise oni everybody fall . aiyooo !

daya (in the bus ) : ehh sprayy perfume !!!!

shabana : dunt bastar lh !!!

then in the night we had dinner and screeninq of the interpreter . haha the movie was supposed tuhh be a suspense but then we were laufing . the language was ku and they have characters like kuman-kuman , xola alr wierd lh !

then in the night we were tryinq tuhh sleep and then i and syaffana cudnt sleep .

syaff : ehh shuttup lh , cn u hear sumthinqq ?
shabana: wattt ? nth lh ... sleep cn !
****** snores
syaffana : heheh
shabana : omgoshh ! i cn hear , is it ****** ? so loud sial .
syaffana : haha
samantha,daya : haha , snore snore
shabana: i wonder how her husband cn tolerate sial
syaffana: not as loud as kuman-kuman
daya: okayy dun bastard !
shabana : shutt up and sleepp ! i tired !

wow i would like tuhh say my heart felt thanks tuhh ms tangg ! hu was very supportive and encouraginq all this while ! thanks (= loveyous .

and tuhh all the senior facilitators for makinq this camp a WONDERFUL one !! ((:

okayy next day practice for gala night , aiyas lazy type go see my facebook pictures kayy ?

tian po aka rappii puutt dressed like a girl , omgoshh he looks really really hot cn !

we had good dinner food ! and camwhore ! then then we had cocktail , cakes , and delicious food , we had like urmm , this balloon volleyball game thingi damn fun in aircorn in the hall . haha it was awesome fun .

then we watched dragg me tuhh hell . really not scaryy but aqil and glen tried tuhh scare . haha i screamed just for fun okayy syaffana ! i wasnt scareddd .

okayy mummy callinq me . i blogg ltr bye bye .

marsha , i will treat u the full attire okayy ! promise (:

we mustt go shoppinq !!! like u said !

loves (=



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